Such a wonderful testimony sister! Blessed my soul to see our Savior's redeeming love for His children! Thanks for sharing for I'm sure someone is in dire need of this.
Wow, I am literally going/went through the same thing! I was so down and discouraged that I just wanted to leave this earth on my own. Then I remembered God's promise to me, "I will be with you, even in you, until the end of the world." He will not leave, nor forsake me. I stood by His words knowing that he can do anything but fail. He has never failed me and he won't start now. I started to backslide in my spiritual life while the devil was making me think I've reached a place where I can't go back. I use to sing all the time for the Lord, then all of a sudden, I feel no urge to do it anymore. Just like the women who lost one of her ten coins and cleaned the house until she found that one coin, I feel that way now. She didn't mind any visitors or what, but just focused on finding her lost coin. And no matter what it cost me, I will break this silence that the devil has created in my life. I am finding my way back to God. Just trust in Him. And here's a little secret, always keep a positive attitude and worship in your trials, problems, good and bad times. Worship the Lord, for that's the reason He created us for, to worship Him.
Thank you so much for sharing this testimony. It sure does mean a lot. It's like getting a battery recharged after hearing the stories of great Christians.
I battle this same thing that this precious sister did. Her testimony is just so encouraging, and I am going to believe our Lord Jesus will heal me just like this sister did. Please pray for me that our Lord will heal me just the same as He did for our sister. I feel so good.